No matter how many miles you pound, your demons are right behind you.

No matter how much your body aches, no pain is greater than the pain you feel inside.

No matter how loudly you scream, the voice in your head screams louder.

And no matter how frantically you try to escape, you will always remain trapped.

The years are adding up and I'm no further from ED than I was three years ago. Hurting and haunted. The voice strangles my mind. The blows hit just as hard. The shaking just as strong. The urges just as violent.

Is there any escaping this hell? Will this torture ever end?